Raves for craves

my latest fashion craze:

ballerina flats



jelly shoes

maxi dresses



graphic tees

and its all thanks to:

agyness deyn. you go girl!

ohmygawddd:o

well who knew cupcakes can be pretty awesome! see for yourself:

did i crack my head?:]

just a question: would you rather be cynical about love 100% until the right one comes; or you'll just crash into walls straight headfirst, full of hope meeting the one...somehow?

funny that i only saw these as the only options. don't get me wrong, i'm not emoing:))))

okay neways NEWSFLASH!!! somewhere in bangkok, a newsreader nearly got shot in front of the camera as he was delivering the news. naughty naughty, cameraman:)

ehh quite fun, don't you think?? its like being a journalist at the warzone, only you don't have to move your butt to iraq.

*yawn* going to klcc tomorrow. isetan is having end year sales and mum is going frenzy shopping there. shyeah so tai tai ryt.

and so the lion fell in love with the lamb.

as soon as i got back, i honestly have a lot of things to blab about. probably others too, but that's not the point.

if you were to do a petition, people would be in favor of mine. twilight had only one word to describe: bland.

before meg, rach, jen, bryan, my, zhaoyang, and me entered the cinema, people who watched it earlier than i was like ushering us to sell our tickets. and i was like thinking: that bad mehh? bryan was on the point of selling his ticket, haih.

so yeah it ended up only a quarter worth of my ticket only. not 100% dissapointed, but not pleased with the outcome either.

for those who haven't watched it yet, here are some points to ponder:

1. edward and bella have lost their sense of dry wit and humour.
2. their relationship wasn't really fully developed.
3. there was no entire conversation included, except about how edward explained himself as.
4. bella really looked like she fell for edward's looks only.
5. some funnyfunny dialogues were included. (holdontightspidermonkey, anyone?)
6. the whole movie ended up looking like a bunch of gorgeous actors fooling around. (omg you have to see carlisle. that makes your ticket fare worth it too.)
7. everyone just didn't have character compared in the book.
8. and finally, jacob black didn't look handsome enough to confuse bella's feelings.

to quote minyap, ' the book probably attracted about a billion fans. the movie probably killed half a billion.'

so just get another director, cameo team and scriptwriters, stephanie meyer. the story looks like a corpse to me, and edward's the only thing enlightening and worth while to watch. even then it's only because he's a VAMPIRE, a corpse that's able to walk, talk and, well, eat. vegetarianly.

andmanyreturnsofthedayy:)

and who is this special one? meet the chick of my church, chua shu chin!!!!!

will always sayang you dear:)))))))

yeah she's the 1st on the left.<3

you'll never know how muccchhh you mean to me larhh:D wish i could just poslaju the muffins i made yesterday, their quite yummy(wth. they're ready-made judging on my skills=.= speaking of which, i'll post the goofness on another day.)

to sum it up, you're my:

1. on call counselor (still i'm thankful i don't have any much emo probs)
2. good buddy at church that i can count on
3. sortof childhood friend
4. someone who's seen me grown up from geeks to less than gorgeous but waay better.
5. AANDD MOST IMPORTANTLYYY: one of the reason i got away from my insatiable, horrifying, exasperating, rebellion years.
6. and juuussst being there.

thanks alot. i mean it. even if your not reading this, i know you feel my love, i know you do.

sealed with lots of xoxos, candice

chestnutsroastingonafire

met jimmy choo last year at christmas. wonder who should i expect this year?

nearly slept at church today. super super tired wey. ohhh anyways there was this holyspirit thingy at my church and my dad got fully touched and filled syoksyok. for nonbelievers, someday maybe someday:) , you'll get a taste of spiritual high:))) trust me. no regrets, and you'll never be the same. so, my dad was super nice today, godknowswhat, he helped out at breakfast instead of letting us women do everything. awesomepossum man, see what God can do to you in such a delightfully good way.

anyways my article appeared in my church newsletter! super syok sendiri nyeknyeknyek. if any of my friends from school reads this, they're gonna laugh: i've never shown my patriotic side to them before! buttt im glad to spread the message: if you can't be able to love your country, at least be a good lad/gal and contribute back to the society, study hard to ensure future smooth sailing and have a good relationship with God. now that wasn't so hard, eh?

and try controlling your feelings against the gov, your family, friends, whatever. i just found out that 6 minutes of anxiety, hate and depression earns you 21 hours of immunity lost. superrrr scary when i heard it.

today i started playing elvenblood, bloodlust and the whole frickin series of the games in facebook. an incredibly wholesome way to kill boredom time.

yawn. prollyhaftaexercisetomorrowearlyinthrmorningpluseatnasilemakafterthatsummore.

at least there's christmas in hong kong to look forward to. coming soon. in two weeks omigosh superrr excited^^.

at least there's a cf meeting, baking cupcakes, a twilight screening, and a super belated super sweet 16 to look forward to. nyahhhhh:/

FYI

Paris for President!

i reaaallllyyyy managed to track down my edward cullen online. can't tell you where, cuz scared he stumble on this blog. anyways whatshouldidowhatshouldido???? i can't just talk to him like that.

yarrgsh. those romance books i've been reading these past few days are really getting to my head.

anyways. i really wanna go out larh. at home got nth to do oso. the only thing enlightening is pck and cashmere mafia on ntv7. unfortunately that doesnt really make me fell good. WHERE'S MY SOCIAL LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyways. im going to hong kong for 2 weeks, which is sufficient enough for a good family bonding time. this is mum-jamie-my first time holidaying together overseas. on a plane. OH THE HORROR. my mum states clearly that she is there for food, sights and relaxation. MORE HORROR.

anyways. sorry, for being such a drama queen. its most prob because i recieved 2 news of the deaths of a person/animal that i know of. apart from my dry mouth, my whole body is numb right now.

anyways. i just got sick so i can't go out with aud, ang and meg to KLCC tomorrow. i had been anticipating this since monday and all i got was this?! OH THE HHHOOORRROOORRR. not even a horror flick can compare to this.

i told you i was a little dramatic todayy.

slippedaway

Dear Brother Raymond went back in God's arms peacefully at 1.05pm, 19.11.08. he was my teacher in sunday school at church when i was in primary school. Br Raymond had always been a faithful servant of God in church and life, and He in return gave him many things a man could want in life: a perfect family(5 kids!), a loving wife, a wonderful job and a perfect relationship with God.

it felt so weird again to me. this guy full of charm, humour and wisdom was diagnosed with cancer at the end of last year was able to stay cheerful through it all. during the few months of battling he was able to get back on the church stage again to share his testimony, happy and well.

during the MRI scan in the hospital, as he was pushed through the machine, he saw a white light and he heard a voice saying to him: 'You will be healed!'. and that's what i recalled.

and a few months later, he fell back and got worse. when my mum told me about her experience when she was about 15, i could almost feel the hurt felt through the two daughters who are now in their teens. i can imagine life would never be the same again. but still, you go girls, tzeh ching and tzeh xuan! you guys are the toughest people i've ever met.

and as for brother raymond, i congratulate you in enjoying your new life in heaven and in the Father's arms. thank you so much for being around, and doing great servitude to the Lord and the church.

with full respect, Candice<3

one more step:)

today we got our passports done. we arrived at the JIM at the crack of dawn(9 is very very early for me) and thought all things went well. that's when some officer said Jamie and i needed our birth certs. that doesnt make sense. it turns out its because we were both underage, but don't we have our mykad to identify ourselves already? butttt we went back and got them anyway. and yeaps you guessed it: we grumbled about the government all the way like a true Malaysian:))))) stupid stupid stupid. and youknowhat i just wrote an article for my church a few months ago, its about something to instill patriotisme in youths; i think i should eat my words back and just burn the article together. sorry joyce i so didn't mean that. but the gov can be so mean sometimes:(

anyways. finally everything went fine after that, my mum came across this charming young officer named Shah who offered to let her cut a legal queue after hearing her explanation, so she wouldn't have to take another number. and we just had to wait for a 2 freaking hours for the 3 documents!!!!!!!!!

all in all, my holiday in hk had better be worth it. i am leaving at the 16th dec and coming back around christmas. shoot-shucks-whatever-you-call-these-days-during-times-of-frustration. so far i have only got one invite from audrey to klcc, no one hasn't been going out yet, yesno? erhh guys you can do better than that.

anyways rant: IM MISSING TWILIGHT WHY WHY WHY. and other cool xmas events too and im gonna miss alot of presents. yarghh.*pulls hair in frustration carefully avoiding the precious bangs*

well now those linkin park people whose music i think is rather annoying comes in handy now. teen angst! b-e-a-utifulll.

*don't be surprised if i morph into another avril lavigne. my combustion happens frequently nowadays, what more than that special time of the month.


anyways i started wearing skinnies! thighs albeit big, happens to evryone no? except the ones who're really skinny. quite happy, diesel-i recommend- is quite a good brand and everything fits me too. ahh the good life i'm living now:))))))))

she bangs she bangs.

wohoo. workshop's over. two days of intensive study for over 7hours is finally over! phew.

but i'll miss my imaginary edwardcullen though.kekeke.

trying really hard not to fall for a fictional character.

today we went for a taiwanese kindof restaurant for dinner. the set dinner cost me rm14.90.

my mum said: its the same amount you pay for the move it mcd set lunch you keep ranting about, with more food.

i thought to myself: i'd rather eat the mcd set lunch.

well well look who's this ;)

tralalala. whee. i've gotta stop blogging. its getting addictive:)

an aston martin for my xmas present? i wish.

When I met Edward Cullen:)

so. the workshop by Sunny Yee is not that bad, he's funny with lameness, and i'm glad chowern, charissa and ranee came or i think i'll just dungu there:) thank you beloved babes!

fine i was joking about the title. but he made me wonder larh seriously. put you in my situation. would you suspect if he:(to anyone who read vamp fic larh)

1. Doesn't eat at the canteen

2. Doesn't wear a jacket in that freezing cold lecture hall

3. Has Edward's out of bed hair

4.Chiselled cheekbones

5. Fair skin

6. Bony physique

7. Owns a rather expensive touchphone

8. Had that vampirish look on his face (Imasuckyourbloodrightnow kinda look)

would you would you? anyways then my bubble bursted when he:

1. Drank a gulp of water

2. Rubbed his arms to warm up

3. Has wrinkles in his eye when he laughs.

anyways he's cute. he's my temporary crush for now. expiry date? when the workshop ends.

its okay people. i like being dysfunctional that way. its not hazardous, and it adds so much fun in life.

btw i know his name too. but i'm not gonna tell you. you who is reading this please do not tell the peole listed above. i have a feeling they know.

tralalalala and many many more:)

yesterday i went to watch james bond.

in the beginning, the car chase was pretty cool. until my head starts to swim because of the 400+ flashes of shots in EVERY fight scene. grr you wouldnt believe it. trust me the movie isn't worth the cash and popcorn. wish i'd watch madagascar. the only thing worth watching is olga kurylenko.

and i suddenly wish i had the Aston Martin. even the name sounds sweet:)))

yeah so at least i made it up with some shopping. i was soooo super happy, how many times we can get skinnies for rm56 and nikies for rm180? a bargain, i tell you. my pocket is still intact, once and for all.

what else. ermermerm yeah i'm going hk in early dec!!!!!!!!!!! im really hyper. can anyone tell me what board games i can bringalong to play with my uncle?? come on. guys in their 40s can still play you know.

iloveyou Spice<3

its funny when someone/thing gets pretty close to you, even its for a short period, died just like that.

Spice passed away peacefully on 8 Nov 2008, 6.15pm. my aunt Sappho, her owner took her to the doctor for the injection after Spice was suffering from the cancer she had for the past few months. she's probably older than my gramma haha:)

of course part of my family found it quite hard to handle. we shed tears while i just felt numb. its a weird feeling i couldn't explain. like what i said in the first sentence, Spice was not only someone i know, i've mingled with her before. twice. and thats enough for the bond to be strong enough.

she arrived at my aunt's doorstep in NZ at a hotel, coincidentally on her birthday, soaking wet and mewing and everything. and ever since aunt Sappho invited her in and gave her a piece of her birthday cake, Spice was her second partner, her witness to her true love and husband and every single step of her life. i'm glad to see my aunt moving on though.

i love you so so much Spice. sometimes you're like a little cousin to me, all pampered, spoiled and brattish cuz you always get the best of everything, but you always get the adoration of everyone, including me, cuz you were always so affectionate. i love you despite of your nasty tempers and little airs, and i wish you all the best in cat heaven.

compared to even the cats who have owners already, you were always a lucky feline ever since you met my aunt. me and the family will give the world to have you back, but we congratulate you in going back to where you will belong, leaving stress, pain, agony and anguish here, helping aunt Sappho move on to her life's next chapter.