I firmly predict and believe,
that love is not going to find me; or is it the other way?
...in quite a long time.
I don't feel devastated at all!
In fact, it's somewhat a relieving release.
Maybe it's because I'm too terrified, or not ready
or even, too disappointed.
But whatever it is,
the thought of it is comforting,
because that's one worry off my back
...for now. :P