SUFFERING LARH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first of all, idontwannagotoschool. and, idontwannafinishmoralproject. thirdly, imisscfcamp! and many other stuff that gets me down, for now. i can't say these to my close friends, can i? my rants are psychologically de-energizing, mentally exhausting, emotionally draining. i regret i did not stand on wherever is the highest peak in CF camp and scream out loud, not caring whether its alarming or not; because cf camp is supposed to be a part of your destressing regime, no?

so. i've decided to make up a list of things that would make me deliriously happy, healthily, to all aspects of me. and not upset God. it goes like this:

1. a rubber ducky.
2. piles and piles of junk food.....
3. ....and the promise that these food will not gain me weight.
4. a swimming pool of Coke and glitter.
5. a king size bed, made hotel style, complete with down feather pillows, plush blankets and crisp white linen and all.
6. a fluffy bath robe and slippers to match.
7. the backyard my aunt used to have in new zealand, this time not minding a football that went smack into my face (the story another time later).
8. owning Topshop, Forever 21, Cotton On, Supre, and H&M.
9. own all the graph tees in the world.
10. the latest Nokia Xpress Music 5130 i saw in the news today. wait a minute. and iPhone should be more reasonable.
11. Henry Golding, Christian Bale for keeps:)

..................aaaahand the list goes on. seriously you don't want me to continue. okie thats for now.

God bless.