cracking under the strains.

i am done with studying, yet, i cannot let it go.

trials is not that important to me. yet................i dont know la. *parents

my friend from wesley methodist school told me a few people from school broke down, as in crying and all. cuz the teachers piled on tons of homework, not giving a chance to actually read, so its pretty stressful la, not because so much of trials, but the load they have to unwillingly carry. as i used to be a private school kid, i can recall that strain wey.

but for now, i am stressed, because, as how fionna put it, i am not stressed. because i should right? i should feel pressured to at least do something intensive, but i don't/can't/won't/ i really don't know. what the heck is wrong with me, i ask you.

perhaps i shouldn't push so much for trials. its just trials, right?

riiiiiiiggghhhhhhhhhhhtttttttt.