so, to sum up.

during the past 3 weeks and counting, i tell you ar. i just feel God's presence all the time! i can't help but smile, knowing that someone's always there all the time. because way back then i had doubted, even just a tiny bit. so. unconvinced? here we go:

1. during the nights before trials, i did what i had to: commit and have faith. and you know what i started getting somewhat smarter, i just understood everything on what i've read. quite shocking la really, since my brain had gotten quite fluffy for the past one year. and, when i was doing my exam, everything that i thought i couldn't remember, i did; and the questions that i thought i couldn't do, hey i could do! maybe with God i'm not so stupid after all. haha. so yeah right at friday i got asked by phei fang, ' Candice why are you so relaxed?' and the only thing i could answer was ' i relaxed ar?' . and right after school my mum asked me,' Candice i think you have joy in you?' i grinned back and she probably thought i was nuts. :D
2. and today. a family was probably moving, so when i stepped out of the lift into the lobby, there were tons of furniture around, including this HUGE headboard. and so when we passed by it, the headboard that possibly weighed a ton fell right before me and my sister's feet. had we moved a few MILLIMETERS closer, i think its the end for our poor toes. no more nail-polish sessions :( haha im being soooooo drama today.
3. and um. yeah. i had this movie voucher that was expiring, if you know what i mean :) so, according to gsc, G force wasnt on the special movie list for vouchers. so, its either i pay or not watching anything at all. but when me and my sis got to the counter, we acted as blur as the ticket guy, who looks like he's going to out his head on the monitor and drool. and so, we got past la, albeit a little illegally. heh.
4. we got a close parking spot by the mall. and by the time when we were done, it was raining heavily and we didn't need to wait until the rain stopped.
5. and finally. the roads were slippery tonight, and so our car skidded abit. i think i suffer from abit of trauma from that incident :) and right in front of us, there were a few bunch of cars gotten into an accident earlier ago. had we've not been careful, i think we would've joined them. sometimes its called pure luck, and sometimes its jsut God guiding us. i believe the latter, because fyi this is the third incident we've gotten into, those close shaves.

and yet sometimes, its not always about what do you get after a obstacle/situation, its more like the experience in the process that makes the final cut. i have to think that miley cyrus' song makes some sense, its THE CLIMB that makes life much more meaningful. and i think its awesome that how God works in perfect timing when we face troubles, and not take them away, because what won't kill you makes you stronger.

and so the conclusion is: it really takes blind faith to believe in these stuff, and yet some would say pure luck or grounded determination, but you know where i stand. you know actually these things happen to everyone, so why not count your blessings when you look back. trust me, i think you would say you've had a ride. *wink*