GMH?

since i'm feeling more enlightened compared to a few days ago, i might as well blog now than congesting this blog with depressing emo content!

hmm. these few weeks have been taking a toll on me. i was, and still am, on an emotional rollercoaster ride; probably for the rest of my life lol. and it just seems that ironically, that SPM period when everybody seems to dread, it became a memory i would treasure, because God's presence moves SO much at that time within me. i was awed again and again, every single day.

and, for now. not that God is absent recently, but i was sort of in the wilderness. you know, about my future. sadly to say, apart from taking driving lessons, all i did at home was think. figuring out what my attributes are, what degree do i want to do without making a real big fuss. sometimes, life isn't just ' take a-levels first, then decide later ' kind of plan.

come to think of it, i haven't narrowed down yet, haha. because i feel i could do almost anything (cheh, i know (: ). mmm, mostly cuz i have things i think i can and want to do. so basically, even as i haven't sorted out my plans, but i have a general idea?

and this is where my God comes in. last week was awesome, because He opened so many doors for me, and i realised maybe although God has plans for you, you're the one who's supposed to make the choice. i mean, He doesn't shove the destined boyfriend up your nose and demands you to take his hand anyway?

gah. i still feel like i'm talking in circles.

k, put it this way. i may not know what plans God has in store for me, but i've gotta hold on to Him and never let go nor lose faith, right? that's the spirit!

so any concerned, please slap me and tell me to get a clear head, alright? because i hate sitting at home doing nothing.

alright. i can't seem to narrow down the options i like, but i'm going to figure out soon, haha.

ADELAIDE <3