so much for holidays!!!

you would think after spm and no college and all, you'd get a holiday.

ok, maybe i shouldn't refer to you, its just me.

you know why?

cuz its not ok for mom for me to wake up at 12 and sleep at 1. that in fact, is what i always do during holidays!

just because jamie is back in school, she's trying to get me up at 8-ish or something (but when i do, she always sarcastically ask, " well isn't that a little bit early for you? "). its almost like being back in school again.

all in short, she doesn't want me to rot. but what i do, is study for my upcoming theory exam (the final!) and driving test, not going out most of the time using my parent's money and gas, like a parasite. i stay at home obediently, occasionally not doing chores, that's all.

all i know is, throughout my whole childhood and adolescent life, what all parents say 'yes' to, mine always disagrees.

this is sad.

well on the bright side, i'm finally having issues from since a very long time!

i like being depressed sometimes. it breaks the emotional monotony i'm having so far.

of course, i know its really unhealthy. that's why i wanna get out of the house as soon as possible.

to quote my mum: " Candice if you don't wake up early and rot around the house imma kick you out."

fine. i don't have to get kicked out, i'm going out myself.

pfffttt. with mum, i'm always prone to migraines.