stagnation!!!!

ugh. this blog is worse than my social life. completely empty! , in case you were wondering.

i have this really strong urge to delete this blog, i really do.

this blog doesnt inspire, amuse, entertain, inform, encourage or containing anything worth readable.

in short, this is a abused, spillout journal of mine. hmm, not so abused to the point its been scratched or torn or filled with foul words, and i don't really spill out everthing i want to say.

ok, but you get the point hor.

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anyways some people say that my life is so awesome because its free from college assignments, and i say college life rocks, because you're up and doing something productive, instead of using lots of money to hangout and pretty much doing nothing.

i am, about as productive, as a paperclip.

miserable, ain't it?

and there are people not entering college are already not sitting around, but actually doing fun things like projects and travelling.

oh, so sad. my parents are regarding me as the family's parasite now.

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okay lar. i admit actually i have things to do wan.

i have my undang test to take after cny,

i have my LAST! piano test to take on 15th March,

and on 15th March, i have............ CF CAMP! 

then after that i'll take up swimming......

and grudgingly, a JOB. 

i also have an outing with a longlost friend whom i promised to hangout with,

and,,,,, if i take up the time, and my other longlost friends do, there will be lots of outings to go to.

oh oh oh, and there's also the class reunion i have to organize!

and during march when my aunt and uncle are coming back from nz?/hk? , we might be going to a beach getaway in awana kijal, terrengganu.

:))))))))))))

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so actually ah, to sum it all up, my plans for now til college aren't that bad, you know.

its only a matter of time whether i get my lazy bumbum off to achieve those things.

and MOST IMPORTANTLY,

there's always the bonding between my relationship with God.

come to think of it, i take up so much time in my life doing absolutely nothing, and God-time has been abandoned. the closest i've been with God was during the SPM period, the time i needed Him most. and now, aih.

so now, here's a declaration to work on my life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yeah!!!!!!!!!!!