Sometimes, I wish for situations that doesn't require much choices.
It's like how I believe in The One True Love for me; there's only The One and no one else. He's meant for you, made for you; yknow, that sorta thing???
In this stage where I am about to embark on college education, I've been wishing and praying reallll hard for a situation like this. Going where your fate/star alignment/tarot card/God (whatever is your belief) takes you.
It hasn't happened to me so far, unfortunately. So far, though, this has happened to the people I meet:
- I'm poor. I guess I'm sticking to Form 6 or a cheap college.
- I'm broke. I'm gonna skip college/uni entirely and just work.
- I've got a scholarship. I guess I'll just go ____, whee!
- I have a calling. I'm going _____.
- What choices? I'm so rich, I can fail and do A-levels again and again.
Choices, choices, choices.
I tell you what, I have TARC and HELP, both are prestigious. I've been told that money is something I don't have to worry about, just need to score. So all in all , its the exam systems that I have to make a choice with.
Oh goshgoshgosh. Why can't I just run awaaaaayy.
Hahah. Sucha corward.
One day, I'll look back on this post and laugh at myself. There's so much worse to worry about in future!
So yeah. My only reliance is with God. I dunno how to trust anyone else.
" For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper and not harm, plans to give you hope and a future."
:)
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