where to start.

The next thing I know was, he's leaving in a pretty short time soon.

And, I thought I would be prepared, and go, " Yay, see you soon! ".

But all of a sudden, I'm not so sure on how to react. I really don't know.

Damn you, emotions. They really know how to get you!

Am I gonna cry? Am I gonna miss him for the rest of the days in my life? Am I gonna grasp the moment, and cherish by spending some time with him?

*shrugs*

And I'm supposed to prepare for college! :/

I just feel so, indifferent? That's not the exact way to put it eh. But a kindof numbness, anaesthetizing me.

I don't know what to feel. But I'm so used to not seeing him often. I should be ok, right?

"Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all."

Need You Now, Lady Antebellum

I can't understand this phrase. Because, I feel nothing, at all.